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SECOND SITTING
There must be a hired staff of five hundred:
cooks, waiters, busboys, dishwashers, bar-
tenders, cocktail waitresses, hatcheck girls.
A scribe keeps the tally, no doubt scratched
in cuneiform on a clay tablet: a palm-court
orchestra, a steel band, a jazz quintet; torch-
singers, a troupe of professional mummers,
exotic dancers and the backstage dressers
who help them pin their hair and fit their wigs
and spray their athletic bodies with glitter;
disc jockeys, sound-and-lights techies, gaffers
running cables and shunting TV monitors
so that everyone can see the faces and hear
the voices of the toastmaster, the comedian,
the senator, the high priest whose libation
is offered to the ecumenical divinity who
is supposed to smile upon these goings-on.
I wander through the maze of crowded tables
where gentlemen wipe sauce from their lips
and shove their chairs back while their
ladies—propped on their elbows—gesticulate
with fans or solitaires or lacquered nails
or cigarettes. Among the securely powerful
or young and hopeful, I find a folding chair
and carry it from one table to another, but
when I find a place-setting—its lobster
salad already wilting—the space has been
usurped by visitors from other tables.
I came without a partner and am hungry.
At such a banquet big-bellied Captain M.
would have sashayed down the staircase
naked but for his kingfisher-feathered
mask. The dance-floor would have opened
like the Red Sea, and the diners would
have risen to say, ""Here's a place, My Lord.
Please honor us." I shoulder through
to the room where the servers stand,
their platters and chafing dishes almost empty:
a nub of prime rib, a desultory scattering
of chicken cordon bleu . Only one server
is still at work, a dark-skinned mariner.
As I stare at his griddle, he sees my loneliness,
and when he says, "Some fish, sir? Remember
me, sir? My name is Joe," I want to shake
his white-gloved hand. He lays on my plate
a plump Dover sole and is about to lift
its fillets with his spatula. I tell him, "No.
I prefer to bone it myself." "Very well, sir."
I carry my plate to the almost-deserted
Club Room, set it on a Boulle writing desk
and sit in the tufted-leather chair. Beyond
the Dover sole, the ormolu-mounted inkwells,
the uncurtained plate-glass window, the city
lies like a field of glow-worms mirroring
the star-scattered sky. A boy again, I follow
my father's instructions. First, remove
the crisp fringe of fins that edge the fish;
then, draw the knife down the length
of the spine and slip it under each fillet.
Now I eat, and my father watches. When I lift
the tail, all of a piece the bones peel off
to show the white flesh glistening underneath.
At such a time, both gourmet and anatomist,
I don't give a damn for Captain Midnight,
who says, not heeding his father's teaching,
"I just don't fool with fish. All right?"
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