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REMEMBERING THE ISLAND
A boy rides his brother's shoulders
into the algæ-pinked waves,
the older boy carrying a harpoon sling—
a bamboo barrel and inner-tube rubber—
the rising sun smoldering through bars
of smoky cloud. Shadows
dart through the water like sharks.
The boy will remember this
and little else: the sun rising and setting,
water, sand, brothers and sisters
in the kitchen, his father sitting him down
to pick stitches from his chin.
Later, he will identify an hour
spent writing as killing time, dealing
with boredom. For inspiration
he will stare at fitful candle smoke
ribboning into darkness and will feel a duty
to contemplate Destiny and the Laws
of Nature, and will judge himself foolish,
unfit to translate the motion of sun
and wave into his own life's rhythms.
I do not want to know the solemnities
his Fate cries out. I want to learn if there
were bleached slatted shutters, gritty sand
on the kitchen floor, the aroma of cumin
and cilantro in a bubbling pot,
the hot sour reek of seaweed and of nets
drying in the sun, the glitter of fish scales
on the dock, slow air rattling
the dead palm leaves, pelican wings
creaking, and a palaver of gulls
not heard elsewhere. At my age, I do not look
for laws in the behavior of birds or tides
or sidereal disruptions. Perhaps it is
that I am through with travel, but from
that red-stained sea I know I could salvage more.
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